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Horoscope

by Bad Rat?

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Horoscope 03:04
Tell me what you have up there Tell me do you live upstairs or deep inside yourself At the bottom of the well springs fortune  But you’re not the fortunate kind Lights reflect in your eyes Stand up and straighten your spine The sunrise shouldn’t be so surprising You’ll never get another a chance so take it.  
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Growth 05:08
Sleep for the weak Debts that you owe Veins in the flesh like cut stones Awake in the dream Rush for the throne  Rust in the blood bleeds red to the bone  You’re waking up in the back of the hearse Your wrists are raw from the cuffs and the illusion goes up in smoke Did you ever wonder why there’s no ghosts in this town? They drove ‘em all out of bounds to get fucked  There’s no headstone, you’re all out of luck They’ll tell you that its growth  You’ll tell them that you know  They’ll tell you you’ll grow old but you know that they’re coming for you They’ll tell you that its cold And that you’ll never know They’ll say that you’ll grow old alone  But they are coming for you The grief never sleeps Sins to atone Asleep in the back with the bones Clutch and release Live, die, on your own Run for the church, cry, beg, for your soul.
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Introduction 02:24
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I don’t want to breathe For fear of getting lost Somewhere in the hollow of the space between my lungs So I don’t need it to be perfect, I just need it to be quiet. And I don’t want to speak For fear of breaking trust Cause I don’t want to be the one who failed to hold you up So trust in god, or trust in something else Because you human body’s fallible and it breaks like glass So trust in love, or trust your instincts Because your confidence is edible and it runs right out you just want to sleep cause the silence is a drug forget about the dreams that you swept under the rug and you don’t wanna know, cause its easier to love the person that you see and not the hand inside the glove I see it all now, you’ll see it all soon
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Avalanche 03:02
I die in a dream I die in an avalanche of complicated scenes I die with a whisper caught in my throat  I die and I hope that somehow you will never know So it was So it will be Sew it up  So that it lives And so it breathes So it is  So it could be  Sow the seeds so that they grow  So we believe I die in a dream  I die in a cavalcade of emptiness and greed I die in a hallway that leads to nowhere I die with the notion that I was never there I don’t want to live like this And I don't want to die like this For what its worth I’m feeling cursed  Im feeling like the worst is yet to come  Its always out there waiting never sleeping
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Data Erased 03:42
In endless summers the lines become tangled The memories root into dangerous trees Just a minute, I’ll call if i’m able I’ve climbed in so deep into this well full of leaves And in the water the dead become dancers If you couldn’t stop yourself where would we be? And In my panic I try to stay under The cold and the dark become comfort to me Have you suffered enough? Have you suffered at all? I spoke to your shadow but she couldn’t hear me I asked to bear witness but you said you couldn’t be saved Data Erased, They’re saving a place in the blackout for you
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Parade 06:15
Step out out into quiet Consumed by this winters day  And like an animal  Not like the predator more like the prey I go back to my hole in the ground Lay one more step in this endless parade Paint it all white To blend into the sky  Don’t look up, don’t look down  Just keep marching on thin ice Can’t shut my eyes To the blinding red light  And its time time time Running out on me There’s no time, time, time  To sleep peacefully Don’t count up, just count down
8.
The Lie 04:51
What did the damage cost? You’re no mast, you’re no rock, you’re no horoscope So let me tell you what I see Of all the the faces bought and sold You’re all that you have and you’re all you know A fake If I could prove it to you, I’d surely prove it to you But I’m rooted down into the floor So go on and dust off, you know the party’s over But you don’t need to push off so soon You don’t need to get used The lie was shattered in your hands And from its pieces sprang a hundred more
9.
Solitude 04:41
In a well where we were sleeping We weren’t dreaming so well. And if I told you I had a feeling Would you have believed it? Would you have believed me? I miss you but I’ll never miss you more than More than the way I used to find beauty in my solitude And I want to, to reach you But I’ll never reach you in the way you want me to In a dream where we were living We weren’t breathing so well And if I told you I had a feeling Would you have believed it, Would you have believed me? And if you couldn’t would you leave me?
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Conclusion 02:11
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You’ve got so much potential  You’re bursting at the seams But you know you’re going nowhere  With your head fill of dreams You’d better keep your head down You’d better toe the line  Do you know what it cost us? Everything for you all the time take the time that you need,  scratch till you bleed,  pick the blood from your teeth, rinse repeat He never raised his voice  He never lost his temper  But you knew that it was in there  Waiting for you  You’d better get your head straight  You’d better kiss and make up You’d better cut the bullshit Cause its not working  I aimed wide in the dark and I I missed my mark You  take the wind like a firefly  Hunker down to the ground till it passes  No overreaction, it feels right To be sidelined You feel the stinging in aftermath Everyone’s born to laugh but you’re afraid you need some air The friends you know you get tired of Castles that you used to love lie empty and cold you’re quiet  I used to like that  I used to want to ascend your stairs You simmer In winters trapped indoors  Mixing pigments i can’t figure out  What colors blend like yours 

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The first best Bad Rat? album.

Grand piano recorded at Ghost Hit, everything else was recorded at home in Southampton MA. Written preformed and produced by M. Camille, featuring additional vocals from Erin Keating who flew all the way up from Florida to record.

Special thanks to Taryn Daley, Andrew Oedel, Claire Summers, Ryan Hughes and Eric Hartfield, without whom this album would not have been possible.

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released January 23, 2023

M. Camille - Lyrics, Vocals, Instrumentation, Production
Erin Keating - Additional Vocals
Andrew Oedel - Recording Engineer for Grand Piano
Ryan Hughes - Additional Production
Amelia Miller - Album Art

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